SO-LEFT-OUT

The feeling of being left out is so deadly to me. Its the first time i felt so-left-out today,at Lew's bday, bcox everyone was playing lyk mad but i was jux sitting thr, at the sofa, smsing NM n LeeJy cox thr's realli nth for me to play wif or to do. Mayb its realli myself who brought me to tht state. Its realli lonely although thr's so many ppl. I realli hate crowded places but if i had known thr would be so many ppl, i would not hav gone. Btw, sooooo SRY to Wendy cox u told me tht u r so left out in the past but i din realli care. T_T Almost every bday party i go, i feel so lonely. I promise myself i will not go to any bday party anymore unless they truly wans to invite me and entertain me. N i will say, the happiest party i ever gone to is Chrystal Lim's bday party. If u wanna cor me a betrayer, by all means.